Moving on.

It has been a month and a half since I started my goal of staying away from soda. Funnily enough, I have started drinking chocolate milk regularly, most likely just to get just the slightest bit of caffeine out of it. Other than that, life has been hit and miss.

My day to day finds me working at my job, or working on my avatar. The only alternative is me playing Tetris or Satisfactory for hours on end. I can’t keep working on a project for weeks, I burn myself out. The bad is that I lost two significant people in my life. One, I lost a relative that was expected to pass, but still came at a shock when it finally happened; but, the other one was the real shock.

A close friend of mine that was on VRChat committed suicide. I will never be able to see him again. I can’t express the pain I felt when I discovered this. I’ve been sitting on this information for multiple weeks, but now… I guess I’ve accepted that I will never see him again. I simply hope that he can rest in peace.

My avatar work is as chaotic as always, it reminds me from time to time that there is more to the world than just the avatar grind- I mean, this website gets set aside more often than I would like.

Meh, It can’t be helped, this is more therapeutic than entertaining for someone who stumbles upon this mess of a site.