Pain

For most of my life, I have often had a Mountain dew close at hand. I would on average drink around 2 liters of Mountain dew a day. As of March 13, 2023, I finally decided that this habit needed to be broken. Not only for my finances, but also for my well-being for the future. Rather than waning off of it by taking smaller amounts over time, I instead ripped the band-aid off and went cold turkey. Only a couple of days in and I am already having my body try to convince me to drink some without. It is the major thing on my mind at all times. If it isn’t that, it’s the perpetual headache I am being put through. I have lost all energy and motivation to do much of anything- and I’m only to day two. I can only imagine how much worse this could be had I been on something far more dangerous.

Beyond that, I finally moved my website stuff to an alternate computer. I did this as I found no motivation to work on it when I had Unity or Blender in front of me instead. This allows me to try to get more posts in, and who knows, maybe I’ll actually upload some of my work on this website… seeing as that was the intent in the first place.

I do hope that I can get past this funk I am in before I go insane, that won’t be fun.